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I've had this open on my desktop for the past week and I cannot seem to finish what I've been trying to say.




See how this works (or doesn't work)? I went from written journal phase to online journal phase to doing nothing at all. I don't even read enough. To catch up, I will list. I love lists.

-I took my car in for service and left with a brand new one while saving 1200 dollars in the process.
-Mghn walked out while I was in the shower about two weeks ago. The only person not jumping for joy was Dmnq.
-I saw Anthny at Target a few days ago. I haven't seen him in three years and coincidentally the 5th was the "anniversary" of my virginity, ugh.
-I have been a vegetarian (pescetarian) for four full months. I'm trying to cut out fish from my diet.
-My half brother and half sister found me on myspace and I'm pretty conflicted about it. I don't even use myspace, at all.
-My grandma's cancer has gone horribly wrong and the doctors have given her two choices: go back on chemo (which will not cure anything, they originally recommended stopping the treatment the first time because it wasn't working) or sign into a hospice. I feel like our family is dying.
-Dmnq adopted a dog and ever since Mghn left I have been stuck watching it while she's at work. Half the time she comes home for an hour or so then leaves to have dinner and party at Toucans (our gay club) with Thms. This has started many fights between us because I find it so rude to leave me with this puppy who will pee and shit on the carpet then turn right around and start eating it. Warm. Really. It's fucking disgusting and I have made it so goddamn clear that this is HER dog, not MINE. She would flip out if I even asked her to keep an eye on my cats.